I'm really sorry for not blogging for the past few months cause i was so busy with work and the amount of things i had to complete was quite overwhelming and i didn't had the free time to really relax and completely get off from the books.
It's March!... 20... Which means N levels is getting closer day by day. I wanna get into foundation poly- requirement like so demanding, at least for me. Putting aside studies, finally, spent some quality time with my friends and family despite the pile of things i had to do. Had a so called reunion with the seniors to celebrate seryi's birthday and we're meeting up again during AA.
Speaking of annual awards, gah i can't even contain the amount of lava literally erupting out from my head. Things were so disorganised and nothing was planned beforehand and so we had to do the last minute changes... So and so.
Well with the topic of complications, here comes the biggest problem is that i'm overthinking about things over and over again. Like how am i going to work out my life, what i wanna be, will i be happy when i grow up and how the hell am i going to support my family with my career which is driving me crazy crazy lemon squeezy. Even now, because of the fact that my father is lazing around and doing part time jobs, the amount of money we spent is not equilibrium to the amount of money earned, leading to a stupid state called budget constrain. Well now, my mom, elder sister, are encouraging me to work part time too, to contribute a little to the family. Sigh i didn't saw this coming at all. Hate how irresponsible my father is. His pushing all his work into us when we are having this situation of coping in school too, which drives me crazy sometimes because it's irritating. I mean. Do whatever you want ✋ and stop irritating me. I guess now the only soultion is to work work during the holidays- june holidays 😐.
I have ended my rant therefore good bye people.
Bye.
Yumz.
